Meeting the “Princess of Ports”

Posted in Uncategorized on February 22, 2008 by mymnemosyne

I remember waiting for February 16 2008 with as much anticipation as I waited for Christmas. And the end of Friday’s shift gave me so much jubilation I almost jumped out of my seat just to get the debrief over and done with ASAP. At last, the shift ended and my five-day bliss officially started. We left the office around 8:15 AM and picked up my brother from my parents’ house, after which we went back to Cavite to pack our things. Due to overwhelming excitement, we forgot we actually had to bring clothes and prepare our luggage! (***wink-wink***) We were at the Terminal 2 of NAIA at around 2 pm, two hours before our scheduled flight. We were all first-timers with an airplane ride so we were all jittery with the thrill of our airplane ‘deflowering’ (somehow, it doesn’t sound right. J). To pass the long two-hour wait, we took pictures and soaked in the sight of the huge aircrafts with passengers already boarding. We also had a quick snack of dimsum and donuts (no Jollibee or McDo at the terminal. Too bad.) to quell the rumblings of our stomachs. So with full tummies and gleeful hearts, we welcomed Air Philippines Flight 943 to Puerto Princesa Palawan with open arms. We left the ground at around 4 in the afternoon. My knees were shaking (but my lips were smiling. Kodak moment.) as I walked down the plane tarmac. The inside of the plane looked like the interiors of a newly imported airconditioned bus from Japan. I chose the seat near the aisle as I would not risk a heart attack caused by seating near the plane’s window. I was not yet ready to face my fear of heights. So with clammy hands, feet, underarms, and various other body parts, I strapped the seatbelt on and waited for the scary takeoff. It wasn’t as bad as I expected it to be. I actually did not throw up!J Anyway, all throughout the flight my husband and JR took pictures of the aerial view of Manila and later on, a close-up of the clouds, while I take little peeks at the window.  With only minor bumps on the road (I mean the flight),about an hour later, the view of the islands of Palawan loomed ahead. The sky was a little overcast, so we didn’t see the sight in full glory, but nevertheless, I was awed. I have not seen greener seas and even greener mountains in my life.   

I said a little prayer of gratitude as we landed at the Puerto Princesa Airport, as it felt so good to be on solid ground again! Puerto Princesa Airport was surrounded by trees and the smell of the ocean is undeniable. The air was fresh, and the feeling was revitalizing. Eventhough the airport itself was just a one-storey building, it was void of the ambiance of rush and craziness that Manila airport had. Exactly what I needed actually. Once we checked out our baggage we hurried outside where Jules’ relative and another guy was waiting for us with a van all ready to take us to Badjao Inn where we will be staying for the next five days. It was a really quick (like 5 minutes) ride to the Inn which was situated right along Rizal Ave. (a major road stemming from the airport). Since the accommodation was pre-arranged for us by Jules’ relative there (who happens to be a bodyguard of the governor), we had absolutely no idea what it looked like. We later found out that it was a quaint little place with a breakfast gazebo within a garden, a cozy lobby, and surprisingly, an internet shop! We chose a room without airconditiong as we would rather have fresh Palawan air to breathe in (@450 bucks per day plus 150 for the extra bed…costs way less than an airconditioned room.). The downside was that we did not have a TV or even a radio, so our only form of entertainment, would have to be, errr….ourselves. J

FRESH! Now we realized we were starved as hell, so after depositing our bags inside the room we immediately dressed to go out. We found Ka Lui, a very popular restaurant, well-recommended by previous Palawan visitors.  Fortunately it was just across the road from our place so our tummies did not have to suffer much. We hurried on inside, looking for a table, only to realize that all the tables had “Reserved” on it. Oh and more embarrassing was, a waiter got our attention to inform us that we had to take our shoes off! Anyway, we were too hungry to dwell on this so we immediately left our stuff in the shoe-deposit area and the waiter got us a free table. The menu wasn’t an exhausting array of what-not’s, in fact it had about a maximum of 15 choices of viands. It was mainly composed of seafood options, so we decided to get the KaLui of the Day, a combination of about 3 main dishes, an appetizer, and rice. We also opted to get this curious version of sinigang which they called Sinigang ni Kaka. For refreshments we all decided to get fruit shakes so we can forgo dessert. I got the avocado shake, Jules went conservative with the mango shake and my brother followed his sour tooth with a pineapple shake. Appetizer of seaweed salad was served first. I wasn’t exactly a seaweed fan so I took only one little bite. Later on, the main dishes, Grilled Tuna Steak, Fish Cordon Bleu, Adobong Kangkong, Halabos na Hipon and the Sinigang ni Kaka were served. I tried the grilled fish first, and man, to think that it was just tuna skewed on a blazing fire, it proved to be a heavenly dish in Ka Lui! The fish was super fresh, like it was still alive 10 minutes ago, it had very little seasoning (of what, I really don’t know) but it was tasty and light at the same time. It did not leave any signs of lansa on the tongue. I then moved on to tasting the unique sinigang which utilized fresh buko juice as an ingredient. It proved to be a palatable experience as the buko juice provided a hint of sweetness to the sour broth. The Fish Cordon Bleu was also a delight to the senses for again, the fish was impossibly fresh (really almost too good to be true), the breading was not too thick for comfort, and the combination of cheese and cream gave an exact flavoring to the fish. Even the simple Adobong Kangkong tasted gourmet in Ka Lui! The leaves were bright green, clean and obviously newly picked. The light sauce was complimentary to the verggies and helped amp the tastiness. The shrimp was another treat, as it was, as everything else we tasted so far, garden-fresh and absolutely scrumptious. Oh and of course, I had to commend the fruit shakes! Unlike the ones they usually serve in restos in Manila, the shake was made of real fresh fruits (not powder), and was primarily fruit than water or ice.  Thus, the meal ends with a large, very much satisfied burp. We didn’t leave the place without pictures of course. (Sorry for discussing the food first, it’s just irresistible!) We had to share the beautiful ambiance, which was very Filipino in a bahay kubo setting. Artwork was displayed in various corners, and the sawali walls were creatively structured too. The table arrangement was classy and the seating was not too crowded. You even had an option to actually sit on the floor. Outside the dining area was the airy garden. They had a sparkling, flowing fountain-and-jars arrangement as well as anito-like rock sculputures. Trees and plants also gave the ‘forest-feel’ of the place. For about 700 bucks, we really got more than what we paid for. 

The night ends at around 9 pm. Way earlier than how we would usually do in Manila, but with a better finale than what we would usually have….With a full, happy tummy and worry-free sleep. :)

   

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Posted in Uncategorized on February 7, 2008 by mymnemosyne

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Alone

Posted in Uncategorized on September 26, 2007 by mymnemosyne

At a time when the sun shines brightest, you feel the offending glare, you screen your eyes from the hurtful rays… And forget how wonderful sunshine is.

For the past week, I’ve been moping over the fact that I have already lost my unborn baby. Lost. My baby didn’t even got to the stage of developing a fetal pole (meaning his vertebrae). I got to a point when I asked myself, “Should I weep for something I never really had yet?”. It was a waste of time. The question, I mean. Because I knew that the moment I learned I was pregnant, my baby is already part of my being. And losing it, felt like losing a limb.

I’ve already gone through numerous losses in the past, they all hurt. Some, hurt more, and made me just want to end my life. But then, I wake up the next day, I’m whole again. But losing a life, within your life, is saying goodbye to something that you can never grow back. Nothing would ease the pain, not even time.

 I guess I will move on. But not forget. Never forget. I sure wish one day, I would give birth to at least one very healthy, very alive baby, and get to spend the rest of my life with him (or her)…

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Furthermore, I am going to have my civil wedding on the 28th of September. I still can’t believe it, but the monster in me actually died and is now rotting in hell. Some might say, it’s a bit too early, or that I’m still too young. I already know that, and I admit, it is early, and I’m too young. But that doesn’t make it wrong. I guess I was born to justify. :)

Anyway, I just wanted to vent out that I feel alone in this moment. Alone in my loneliness and alone in my happiness. It’s one thing to feel both at the same time, it’s another thing to have no one to share it with. Makes me want to feel suicidal (<— in theory, but given the expense of feeling it, I’d rather not put it into practice). I understand we all have separate lives now, my college and highschool friends. It’s just that before, when I needed them to embrace me and tell me I’m wonderful, I had them. When I needed them to knock me hard on the head and tell me I’m stupid, they were there.  But now we’re all grown up. Should I learn to tell it to myself? Should I learn how to live a life where I would have to live off my own optimism? I guess I just miss them. I miss the life I had with them….

(—-pause for tears—-)

Maybe we would all share moments with someone at one point or another…but essentially, we travel alone.

Closet Bitch

Posted in Uncategorized on August 11, 2007 by mymnemosyne

Mediocre people do not deserve a place on the pedestal.

Well, this is my blog and I deserve to rant whatever. I just feel the shudders to the core of my bones when I heard that someone who does not deserve to be promoted, would actually move up. It’s just like watching Erap take the presidential post, or a complete buffoon become Secretary of Defense. Something to that effect. To think that that person would take the same place as mine is entirely unforgivable. I have bled and suffered to get to where I am and I know to the marrows of my bones that I DESERVE to be where I am. But her? Why her? She may be one huge smartass, but man, she’s a huge liability to the team! Everyone who is part of the team had exceeded expectations of performance, had done their part in improving team standings. But SHE?She slept through most of our shifts before! She complained thru half of every single day about her problems at home just so she would be logged out. And then this! (@!78^&=?!)

I swear. I would not take this sitting down. She does not deserve it and I’ll shove that fact to her face. Without mercy.

Jellyacing.Is not a word.

Posted in Uncategorized on August 4, 2007 by mymnemosyne

I’m doomed. Somebody should make a grab at the nearest sharp object and stab me right in the heart.

Did you know that I had to browse other people’s blogs just so I can write this post? It’s a freaking nightmare!!!

I spent four years in college, four years in highschool…and the rest of the thousand seconds past, thinking that I had a talent for writing. Talent! Not just plain ol’ dear diary kind of writing, but real creative, intriguing, kind of work.

I say, the call center industry is slowly sucking my soul. Breaking me into bits, and scattering the bits in the air. After some time then…I’ll be gone gone gone.

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I’ve been immersed in the call center world for 2 years now. I’m about 250,000.00 pesos richer based on my ITR. But my ATM says I’m dirt poor, with only 56.25 of assets.  I have a better accent and impeccable pronounciation. And I have also acquired horrible skills at analytical and creative writing. I have gained new friends, and new frenemies. I now rent my own apartment and have my own gas burner! I also have to pay my own bills and pay my own rent. I hold my life in the balls now, yet I’m just not moving forward. At least, I don’t feel like that’s what’s happening.

SO the question is; WHERE AM I REALLY?

At 22, I have gone from graduating college, to graduating from dreaming and living it. I’m really not a person who go for gray areas. For me, it’s just black and white, yes or no, success or failure. But where I am now seems like standing on Jellyace. (No Jell-O’s for me. Local brands are easier to relate to. :) ) Wobble, wobble, wobble. And it’s starting to kill my brain cells. I had always wanted to write wonderful fiction and emotional poems. I had always dreamed of writing fashion articles and wearing the fashionable items. I had always aimed for penning witty stuff that girls can relate to. I wanted to be Cosmo. I wanted to be Carrie from Sex and the City. And damn.

Sorry for ranting, I love my job, but I detest what it has made me. I feel like a real black hole. Empty, endlessly spiraling to nowhere at all, sucking into it all the good things and making them into nothings. This gray Jellyace phase in my life has already helped surface so many doubts and disappointments from my head that I can no longer make space in my head for simple things like remembering to brush my teeth.(ew. kidding. hehe.)

The only thing clear in my life right now…chan cha ra ran

MY LOVELIFE!!!

I know. When it dawned on me that it is the only thing blatantly real and stable and beautiful in my life, I was shocked. After all the heartaches, it had finally happened. :)

I’m not much for happy endings, but this is the ending I have to leave it with. For now. A greater cause calls, and that is the cause of my rumbling stomach. :)

 

Breakfast with the Birds

Posted in Uncategorized on April 15, 2007 by mymnemosyne

The venue: Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf @ Greenbelt

Time: around 10 am

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Karen, Niel and Mitch (yahoo!) were already there when Jules and I arrived. We came in with Denice, whom I bumped into once I stepped out of the cab in Greenbelt. Karen was, as always, fab with her green striped top, Mitch modest in her black sleeveless thingy,Denice blooming with her white tank top and a red orange-ey scarf (shit, I’m running out of descriptive words!),  and Niel, still so Niel with his UST shirt, shorts, and slippers. (Medyo homey masyado si Niel nung araw na iyon. Medyo lang.) Later on, Corine and Ryan arrived. Corine wore a purple top which hugged her “curves” (hehe) and Daddy Ryan donned a navy blue polo shirt.  And much more later, Monica, with her refreshing look, white shirt and jeans (and don’t forget the Jai-alai, errr, badminton racket in tow), came in with Shin, who was in a light blue shirt.  I immediately felt nostalgia upon seeing their smiling faces, it felt like coming home after such a long, long time.

(note: hindi ko rin alam kung bakit ko dinescribe ang suot nila. puede naman magupload na lang ng pics di ba? :) aherher.)

Surprisingly, most of us opted for tea instead of coffee. I remember, we all used to be coffee addicts… Hmmmm… Anyway, it really didn’t matter. Coffee or tea, my Kabirds were still the same. :) And of course, our three-hour breakfast comprised mainly of an exchange of reminscent stories of our college life. Our boys had to take a backseat (and laugh with us) as we jabbered on about our professors, rituals, and memorable events of our four years in UST together. It was a crazy morning , for us and for the “young” crowd in CBTL who had to bear our noise. (Note: Next time you go to CBTL-Greenbelt, bring a laptop.)

In those 3 hours of storytelling and hysterical laughing, I felt I was able to make the rest of the world stop for that moment. Everything and everyone else was immaterial aside from us, me and these girls who are already part of what I am.

After realizing we were creating chaos in that otherwise “conservative” establishment, we decided to continue the day at Karen’s house. Lunch was sinigang by Ate Mads and a bucket of KFC chicken. We drained their storage of what seemed like three kilos of rice. :) Our signature “20-second first round” was of course expected. Ice cream was served for dessert. 

After-lunch discussions were focused on Niel. We looked back on his quirky acts and moments.  Jules commented on this. Sabi nya, buti daw hindi nagagalit si Niel of us making fun of him. I told him, after four years of hearing this every day, I doubt Niel would ever find the heart to get  mad at us for talking about his quirkiness. And besides, he can’t contest, because it’s all true! :)   For a while, the talks also sidetracked to marriage. I remember I was the one who asked Corine when their wedding would be. Funny how back then, the most “adult” conversation we would have would be about finding a job. And here we are, talking about weddings. Hay….

But the day had to come to an end. The call center people were already moving to a zombie state and had to sleep. Mitch, Denice, and Niel headed to the mall. Karen stayed home. (COMMERCIAL: Nasa Wish Ko Lang pala si Karen nung araw na iyon. Pa-autograph!Aherher.)

I’ll hopefully be uploading the pictures soon.

Till the next. :)

***At kumusta nga pala ang putol na post ko? The one that came before this? Hahaha! :)  Kunwari na lang to be continued! 

The one who completes my shadow.

Posted in Uncategorized on April 2, 2007 by mymnemosyne

Back to wordpress for me.

Friendster is so overrated. Multiply wins as my favorite online photo album. But blogging…I think I need to do here. :)

Anyway. So many things to let everyone know about… but let’s take it one step at a time.

JULES. My other half. My better half.

We met at work eons ago, (mga 8 months ago?). He was someone I just happen to know.A name on the bulletin board, a QC for LCSU. Just a name was all he was then. I was still obessessed with my illusions. And then we met again.Team 7 teambuilding in Laguna.  At that time, I was in my “limbo” phase, every single thing seemed to be in a state of flux (even my weight!). And it all came over me “in a rush”. The rest as they say is history.

Right now, he’s making my life complete, every single day. We’ve only been together for 2 months, but I feel like it’s been years that we’ve known each other.  I’ve already met his family, and he’s met mine. I love his pamangkins like they were my own. We go to family gatherings, gimiks, barkada outings, together, ALWAYS together. Sabi ko nga sa friendster blog ko, I know I can still believe in magic. He made me believe in magic. He made me know my ideals again. He made me see the future in vivid colors. ..(kadrama. :) )

— food calls. Til my next blog. :)

We met at work. He came at a harrowing point in my life when everything I swear, seems to be

Or So I Thought.

Posted in Uncategorized on August 12, 2006 by mymnemosyne

Apparently genius has its “exhaustion” stage. Expected, but not wanted.

If I were a Haiku writer then all that’s left to work with are my measures. However, I am NOT a Haiku writer. I am…a… uh… *statement is a draft (?)*

This is not writer’s block. Unfortunately this is as real as a calorie-congested can of Coca-Cola. And tomorrow, the calories, I mean the “misopportunity” (as they put it at work) is still undeniably there.

To the Horizon

Posted in Uncategorized on August 5, 2006 by mymnemosyne

so where am i going?If you look back at my footprints and stare at the sand more closely, would you see the little holes that my teardrops left when they landed on the shore? Read more »

Soul Rhythm

Posted in Uncategorized on August 2, 2006 by mymnemosyne

Pounding, vibrating, hips sway in a tempting dance.

Hypnotic.

The beat bouncing off the walls.

I looked at the clock and its 3:00 PM Manila Time. I couldn’t have cared less if the three wallclocks facing me showed something different (and were labeled Pacific, Mountain, Central and Eastern).

** Sip coffee…***

I woke up in time to realize I was dreaming of Ipanema.